Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Guess that things really couldnt stay dhe same uh?
I contacted him ytd through his hse phone. I should have called earlier :x
He said that he didnt reply, called bck, answered dhe call because his phone was at his fwen there.
Well, after all he'd said, i still dun really believe that's dhe truth.
But i let it be. Since there's no use wondering abt it when he doesnt wanna tell me.
Our relationship is jus that weak, i guess.
So wad do u know? He finally reply me today, 24o2.
Wad did he say? He told me that he wanna break with me, jus for dhe time being.
I really doesnt know wad his mind was thinking. It's so complicated. I jus dun utd him.
He say that to have some time to cool ourself. He told me that he's sorry, dun ask him why, jus break. & when it's time(when he think it is, his time) then we'll patch bck.
But we cn still meet out. But guess i wouldnt wanna meet him after our temporary break up.
It'll only make my heart ache more if i were to see him. I cry jus from hearing his voice, hw cn i still face him.
But what i dun utd is, why didnt my heart ache when i saw his msg asking to break?
Is it becos it's only a temporary break? Or is it that i'm already immune from all dhe hurting he've done to me, unitentionally.
I dun utd & i dun wanna utd. If that's wad he wan, so be it. I give up. Do wad u wan.
I wonder, do u still love me like before? Most likely no, that's wad i think...
No matter hw dhe situation is, i love him, now & in dhe future...
♥Our lips must always be sealed
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