Today is sooooo boring man!! I wanted to get my life happier, better & more colourful. But nth jus work. I tried using a lot of methods but i dun think anything works. Maybe i should jus use a colour pencil... Maybe a crayon? Or water colours... Nah!! This is jus plain stupid. Hmm, tell me tell me... Wad should i do? Wad do i wan? Wad cn i do?
Forget it! He wun cme bck to my side ever agn, i guess? Maybe... Life aint fair! I love him so much but he doesnt even give me a chance. All those talk abt cming bck to my side soon. All those things he told me before. It's all fake uh? Dhe 'I dun feel like answering that question' is telling me that u dun love me anymore. Dhe 'I ddnoe(s)' make me cfm that u dun wanna patch bck with me. All ur actions are so clear to me. Why cnt i jus discover ur feelings sooner? Then dhe hurt would nt be so much wouldnt it? I would have made some mental perparation to reduce dhe damage done to me. But it's no use. It still shatter my heart into so many tiny pieces. Even if u wanna mend it bck, it's impossible. Wad if it's recovered? It'll still reak within a second. Maybe much faster. Nanoseconds? Hmph...
Anyway, forget abt that. I've already decided to give up on him. So dhe best i cn do is to forget my feelings for him & maybe we cn start anew as fwens. Nth more & nth lesser than that. But i'm nt sure if he'll wan to be fwens with me. He said that we're fwens but he dun treat me like one. Outta this topic.
I rmb last Saturday, o6o31o, i went to collect dhe hamper which i won in a lucky draw. Cool man!! Hahas :DD It's a BRANDS hamper. Consisting of 6 bottles of chicken essence & 6 bottle of bird nest :DD I'm gonna haven 1 tonight!! Bird nest i mean :DD Hahas :DD I have a photo of dhe haper but i guess i'll put it up tml :D After collecting dhe hamper i forgot wad i do. Plus i'm lazy to post... Yawning like non-stop. Tears from yawning even overflow LOLOL!
Oh well, i'm lazy & tired so i guess i'll jus end it here. Tml i had practical lessons in dhe morning. Hai... Morning... I had to wake up early :x Oh man... Nights then :DD
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